I don't like inviting people to help me celebrate my birthday. I mean, if they are sincere, they would celebrate for me what.. I wouldn't even need to invite them. But I like having gatherings with my family tho. IDK. HOW?

This year's CNY was not too bad hehehe. It was also my first time being the banker while gambling. Didn't won a lot but I guess I can say that I won experience? Hehehehe cheesy. Nothing much on the second day so I'll just post pictures on the first day! MUAH!

 OUTFIT OF THE DAY! Hahahahaha many people were commenting about the slit at the back of my romper.... At least this year I finally bought smth that I would wear the second time. Oopsy.

Yo, my bro and his pixel specs with no glass. LOL. We went to tell ppl to take pic with this specs and said it's for my school project! 

KEANE LAM

My cutie mum *_*

EMMA

AND MAISELF HAHAHAHAHHAA. 

Photo of the day hehehe with my loving family! <3

Desiree with her cute qipao hahahaha omg. So vain of her to carry the handbag.

MUACKS.

After visiting at ahboy's house, I went to my bf's place to bainian and met his paternal side wtf?! I was so darn shy and tried to hide myself and to no avail. My bf even said that I looked stupid tryin' to hide myself -_- and trust me, my face was redder than a brick 

Hello I'll be back soon!

HI! Okay, so I just started on my sec5 life... Reality hit me and I realized I'm an O lvl student!!! I don't know how I'm going to survive it but I know I am. Life will be 2x tougher and faster. SO EMBRACE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW PEOPLE.

Okay anyway...................

FOOD! Yay I went to have some shiok tze char for dinner at Pasir Panjang Food Centre few days ago. It doesn't rly look appetizing la but it's damn shiok k.

 Salted egg crab! This is damn good, I didn't expect it to be this good man. I'd still wna try the buuter crab one tho, I LOVE BUTTER! Fat me. hehehehe.

 Sambal stingray! And I suddenly rmb my mum showing me a video of a pregnant stingray caught then gave birth on shore. So poor thing but damn it's so yummy :( 

 Lala, it's called. My first time trying!!!!!!!!!! I hated clams and all cos of the fishy fishy smell but the spiciness blocked it and made it damn nice haha 

SATAYYYYYYYYY

Okay, I'm like praising all the food that I ate as if I was sponsored to do this but NOOOOOOO, it's rly damn nice. hehehehe. YAY. 

2012 is coming to an end now. It's been a relatively good year for me I guess? My exam results were not bad, but it could be better. Meeting my boyfriend, doing and going through shits together. Quarrels and the happy moments, I'm grateful for all of them.

I will not have resolutions for 2013. I mean, what for? I don't even remember what goals I've set for myself for 2012! I realised that you may have material possessions, you may have all the fame and fortunes. But you may not necessarily be happy. Yeah, I know, crying in the Rolls Royce is better than crying on the streets.

I understand the feeling of buying something expensive. You feel excited, the feeling of "oh my fuckin' god, it's mine now, after so darn long!". But it will only give you momentary happiness. Like for example your expensive iPhone. When you first got it, you treated it like it was your treasure. Now, you can just easily throw it on the bed, slamming it against your palm when it's lagging. After that you'll just want a new phone. GREED. It's human nature to have greed. Cos without greed, there will be no advancements and improvements.

But what's all these shits without family and loved ones? Would you rather have fame and fortune for the rest of your lives alone, with no friends and family to share the joy? Or would you rather be poor, eat average and cheap food for the rest of your lives with your family and loved ones by your side?

Of course, friends change. Do you still remember who you went out with for last years' countdown? Some friends come and go, most importantly is to know who's real who is not and to keep the real ones. Why have 500 fake friends when you can have just a few true ones?

Okay okay I better stop preaching... Hehehe. After all, 2012 was a good year thanks to my friends and family. My awesome birthday which I received cool gifts like a pair of hello kitty vans hehehe. I FEEL LOVED!!!!!!! Okay I'm lame.

To begin 2013, I've made 2 jars/tubs whatever you'd like to call 'em. 1 for me to write down all the happy moments in 2013 and leave it in until the end and take them out to read. Or maybe when I'm feeling low and that could cheer me up! Knowing that happy things are awaiting and it's not the end of the world. The other jar/tub is to put memories in it. Like if someone gives me a keychain, I'll just put it in! Hehe. I've already have some inside. Like photos of my ex-best friend, even game instructions of the netball farewell thingy hahaha. I know I'm lame but I hope to keep all of them incase I can't rmb or smth hahahahaha. Okay I should go.. This post is getting too wordy!

BE HAPPY AND GRATEFUL.
LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

I can't blog on Google+ for nuts!!!!!!!!!! Gotta use the comp instead man.

HARRO! Okay so I decided to bake some macarons for christmas! But after finding a good recipe and i researched about it.... They stated that baking macarons have a high failure rate. But who cares, I was just gna give it a shot and YEAH YOU READ IT, I failed. Hahahaha damn ugly I don't wna reveal the end product. It was horrible for me. But it didn't appear like poop or what but it didn't look like macarons :(

My batter. Looks exactly like the one shown on the bloody website!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE WERE HOPES FLYING HIGH UP IN DA SKY! Btw the batter rly tasted yummy. I'd rather lick the spoons clean than to eat them baked.

 In the christmas-y feel so I piped the batter into a christmas tree shape. Heh, creative right?!

Last few batches!

Conclusion of the entire failed macarons shit:

I will not bake macarons again in the near future!!!!!!! I'll just leave the high-risks baking to the professionals and buy from them. Hehehe.

Here's a picture of my cutesy cousin. SHO HANDSUM RIGHT.