2012 is coming to an end now. It's been a relatively good year for me I guess? My exam results were not bad, but it could be better. Meeting my boyfriend, doing and going through shits together. Quarrels and the happy moments, I'm grateful for all of them.
I will not have resolutions for 2013. I mean, what for? I don't even remember what goals I've set for myself for 2012! I realised that you may have material possessions, you may have all the fame and fortunes. But you may not necessarily be happy. Yeah, I know, crying in the Rolls Royce is better than crying on the streets.
I understand the feeling of buying something expensive. You feel excited, the feeling of "oh my fuckin' god, it's mine now, after so darn long!". But it will only give you momentary happiness. Like for example your expensive iPhone. When you first got it, you treated it like it was your treasure. Now, you can just easily throw it on the bed, slamming it against your palm when it's lagging. After that you'll just want a new phone. GREED. It's human nature to have greed. Cos without greed, there will be no advancements and improvements.
But what's all these shits without family and loved ones? Would you rather have fame and fortune for the rest of your lives alone, with no friends and family to share the joy? Or would you rather be poor, eat average and cheap food for the rest of your lives with your family and loved ones by your side?
Of course, friends change. Do you still remember who you went out with for last years' countdown? Some friends come and go, most importantly is to know who's real who is not and to keep the real ones. Why have 500 fake friends when you can have just a few true ones?
Okay okay I better stop preaching... Hehehe. After all, 2012 was a good year thanks to my friends and family. My awesome birthday which I received cool gifts like a pair of hello kitty vans hehehe. I FEEL LOVED!!!!!!! Okay I'm lame.
To begin 2013, I've made 2 jars/tubs whatever you'd like to call 'em. 1 for me to write down all the happy moments in 2013 and leave it in until the end and take them out to read. Or maybe when I'm feeling low and that could cheer me up! Knowing that happy things are awaiting and it's not the end of the world. The other jar/tub is to put memories in it. Like if someone gives me a keychain, I'll just put it in! Hehe. I've already have some inside. Like photos of my ex-best friend, even game instructions of the netball farewell thingy hahaha. I know I'm lame but I hope to keep all of them incase I can't rmb or smth hahahahaha. Okay I should go.. This post is getting too wordy!
BE HAPPY AND GRATEFUL.
LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.
